alright.. its sort of damn late now.. and yes.. everybody's emo-ing all over again.is BAND that bad?.. mans im seriously tired k.. everyone and everything is screwed.. Politics.Conflicts.Misunderstandings.etc.. yes.. i dont know.. i thought that once syf is over.. the tension wont be that great after all.. but yes.with noms and pop nearing.. its super hard to stay happy.. i mean.. haiz..dont know what to say.. haha. damn weird.. my world revolves mostly around band can.. argh.. is this supposed to be good? or bad?i really dont know..everybody is super screwed up and yea.. have been consoling and assuring peeps just now.. the noms form.. sports day.. everything..or rather, something.yes.. forever one leh.. there will always be something that causes all this emo-ing and yar.. first was the stress bout syf.. then it was syf itself.. then there's the sports day.. [which ended up having the brasses play the fanfare only.. yea.. because it was raining and stuffs.. so yep just like the rainwater.. all our efforts got washed down the drain too.. yes.. haha kkz not funny.. fancy me worrying bout memorising all the marches and stuffs.. argh haiz.. but yea.. cannot blame bad weather bah.. and yepp and the ms susan lim and all the other freaking biased teachers too.. seriously got problem with band girls huh.. crazy shit.. therefore, we ended up in the band room the whole time.. while everyone's out there yelling and screaming their hearts out.. haha haiz.. no mood to return back to contingents alr lah..-anyway have no wishes of doing so too in the first place-.-].. haha yepp and ok continued from just now.. yepp like mentioned before.. noms and pop these stuffs are approaching.. yepp i really cannot describe how exactly the mood is now mans.. haha haiz.. and yep lastly, jubilate. wow.. 20mins to LD, 15mins to CO, 10mins to band (; how great.. but yea.. ok lah.. if really dont wanna play then dont play lor.. haha yea.. alright! we shall put in our bestest effort for merry widow!! ;D yea!what i need to do :- use lots and lots and lots of air!!! mans..- reach the freakingly high notes.. alright i know its not 'freakingly' lah k.. but they are for me lah can.. )=- show that i can play Lipslurs number 2 !!! i can k... when im alone.. haiz.. will you believe in the first place?..- and lotslots more.. seriously..~ sometimes i wonder.. just how sad can life get? is there a limit? or is there a boundary? if there is, then wow.. wouldnt i be seriously overboard?? ;/
; i'm more than just that.
